I was indebted to too many people.
The suffering many people have suffered because of me is too great.
I can't even fathom the pain that lies ahead.
The rest of my life is nothing but a burden to others.
I can't do anything because my health is not good.
I cannot read or write.

Don't be too sad.
Aren't life and death a piece of nature?

don't be sorry
Do not blame anyone.
it's fate

make up
And leave only one very small stele near the house.
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