I owed too many people.

The pain many people have suffered because of me is too great.

I can't even fathom the pain I'll be facing in the future.

The rest of her life has no choice but to become a burden to others.

I can't do anything because my health is not good.

I can neither read nor write.

don't be too sad

Aren't life and death both a piece of nature?

Don't be sorry.

Do not blame anyone.

It's fate.

put on makeup

And leave a very small tombstone near the house.

It's an old idea.

2009.5.23 Dawn